By Tamantha Hip-HopVibe.com Staff Writer
Lamar Odom is getting personal in his new memoir, Darkness to Light. In his book, he opens up about his former marriage with Khloe Kardashian and reveals how he regrets cheating on her.
“I wish I could have been more of a man,” Odom, who admits that he was unfaithful to Kardashian and also hid from her his addiction to cocaine, tells PEOPLE in an exclusive interview. “It still bothers me to this day. But regret is something we have to learn to live with.
For a while, being with her was bliss and I was the happiest I’ve ever been. We were one of the most famous couples in Hollywood and we made more money together than we had individually.
At the start of our marriage I was faithful to her.
I could not handle the lethal cocktail of the spotlight, addiction, a diminishing career and infidelity. Oh, did I mention the paranoia, anxiety, depression. … I couldn’t keep my d— in my pants or the coke out of my nose. Drug addicts are incredibly skilled at hiding their habit. I’d get defensive and Khloé would just drop it.”
At least he is owning up to his mistakes. We hope that Lamar can stay clean and focus on his life.